the flickering sun my unabashed lover
gone home for redemption
sanctuary in confession within a lone exhale
catharsis of sorts,
that has surfaced each negligent tendency
"it's how drowning people must feel
in the last few seconds,
when they finally stop fighting and sink
into the water's embrace"
words of ending
when in truth
I'm only concerned with
the want to begin
"the firmament is blue forever, and the Earth
will long stand firm and bloom in spring.
But man, how long will you live?"
each face stained with trails that
were drawn by each exasperating day
scrawled into thier features
sunken eyes from lost sleep
a wrinkled brow that speaks in a foreign tongue
telling of
the anxiousness and the inability to rest
my incessant rhythm of footsteps
on the shell of an egg that will long
withstand the building weight of out paces
yet my ineffective steps grow heavier
I am too scared to ask what caused
that empty distance in your gaze
it screams as an infant would
one to six in sequence
rhythm the most rewarding habit
the second hand once pushed forward
now counts down
challenging us to beat it to the punch
don't go wasting this time
too much time spent with a smile spent across my identity
negligent to the potential for prophecies in each breath
no one in this room knows either of our names
"fill my heart with song
let me sing forever more"
each piece adorned, aligned
watching a marionette in a blend of
tungsten filaments and flaming wicks
I am controlled by the same strings
dance left
the stakes haven't been raised
we've not been weaned
renaissance body intake my expectations
head lush with ideas
I'm helpless here
the young fawn under attack
the only way of differentiating things at this point
is that they happen on different days